this week, ugh.
finals need to be over and i need money for real food again. my house has nothing in it and i have no money to fill it. i was stuck this week with whatever someone else had for me and i wasn't going to complain.
i HATE being poor.
that is not the point.
i've been super lethargic this week. my body is just tired. ... i am writing this blog at 11:30... ::shifty eyes::
i know my iron is low. i know that taking a pill is NOT the best way to boost it up and i need some SPINACH. because i know i have low iron problems, i am going to challenge myself to eat a bag of spinach a week. y.u.m. and i'm not even being sarcastic. i LOVE spinach.
i took some pictures of myself today. i'm thinking i may take them once a week so i can see the progress in a picture.
I hate the phrase nothing tastes as good as skinny feels and i've ALWAYS hated it.
always.
but more and more, after i eat those "naughty" foods, i feel awesome during, and not so hot after.
i know i like sweets and i feel like i haven't been able to address it with a healthy option... no money... no food... ect ect ect.
next week will be better.
next week is finals.
the week after is christmas.
if i can lose lbs after thanksgiving, i can lose it after this whole mess of holiday/finals stress.
i felt so stinking proud when i saw the scale.
i want that every week.
